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♥CrushMeBaby_ _ ImAllEarsAnother knife into your back, another hole in your head, another broken heart that says you're better off dead.
I put all of the pictures of us and the letters you wrote in a cardboard box filled with old memories, broken promises, and lingering regrets.
And I'm here to remind you
Kiss me hard
If tears & cuts, Bruises & blood, Pain &hurt, & sadness & hater were pretty… I’d be drop dead gorgeous
im writing postcards to let you know how much late night drives, all alone in my car, remember when i mattered?..
I'm starting to notice myself thinking about you more and more. And you my dear, are why I continue to breathe. <3 ill show you && this whole town; that im one in a million. [keep me breathing.]
time goes by alot slower because i love you and you love me. -i dream of us, and i wake up alone.
It's hard to get over the one
She’s a typical teenage girl ;;
Go up behind her and tickle her.
I cant sleep with thoughts of you in my mind. Is there a line that I could write, sad enough to make you cry? All the lines you wrote to me were lies.
[A]..))LiL*$SToRy...NOTE: IF YOU GET DISTURBED EASILY I SUGGEST YOU DON'T READ THIS. I WARN YOU THIS IS DISGUSTING.
Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes.
My father's sitting on the sofa with his friend. He pats the seat in the middle; I sit. Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends. "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his. Their breathe spirts weep. "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps. His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes. Daddy's creeping up my nightie; cold hands, I try to pull his hand away; grip is too strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned. I feel my palms sweat. Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again, but their grip is too strong and I am weak! I look at both; and ask, who are these men?
His fingers going up me; pulling away. His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No answer, i feel the pain inside me; he Chucks the quilt on the floor; and then me, I try and scamper away, but im not fast "Oh Daddy please, i love you". His friend; pulling at my nightie And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor As my Dad lies himself on the ground
I squirm; as Daddy's friend pulls me up & places me ontop of Daddy;
thrusts within I cry; I bite; I scratch; I slap; I fail "Oh Daddy please you win you win!"
I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free I can feel the blood seep down my leg
Daddy your hurting me "Please" I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg
Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans,
Tieing my hands together; moving in and out
"Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans They smile at one another; laugh too, They roll me over and spread me wide
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside
I can hardly breathe; I gag for air I cough and splutter; cry and weep I beg and plead; but it's no use,
They've already made me hurt and bleed
I stare into his eyes; that look upon me.
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care?
Would he actually even; see?
Finally they get of and lie me on the sofa,
My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain,
They play with them selfs; all over me.
Rub it in; making me feel the shame.
"Why Daddy? Please tell me why?" Dad looks at his friend; waves him away "Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek "Is that all you have in your heart to say?" He puts my nightie on me and walks me to my bedroom door. Ever since that night; His friend And himself every Friday
come back for more
"Night sweet Girl; You are my life" Closing the door,
tears still down my face, still the smell of him
and his friend Fade into me like disgrace.
I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up "Jessy its school" knocking at my door I cant help but cry;
weep in pain Because I'm so scared he wanted more.
But one night daddy took it too far Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot.
They were worried they would get caught,
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot
I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
"Daddy please!! Not tonight!" Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight,
I begged daddy "Please no more!"
All he could say was "Shut up!"
Daddy unblindfolded me at last,
he said "I love you so much"
He went back into the car and pulled out a bat "Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!" I was dead after only one swing...
This is sick and no one should have to experience it, it's just wrong. Blog this and you have a heart. Turn your back to this, your heartless. If you are this you're a monster and burn in hell. .Dear. *Ste* ___ [<3]♥ Dear Ste ♥ ♥ You should ___ ♥
♥ Someday I will ___ ♥
♥ You =___ ♥
♥ If I saw you now id ___ ♥
♥ I would build a ___ just for you ♥
♥ I would get your name tattooed on my ___ ♥
♥ If I could sing you any song it would be ___ ♥
♥ We could drink ___ under the stars ♥
♥ My love for you is like that of ___ ♥
♥ Love ___,♥
♥ P.S: ___ ♥
Please fill it in [&&] leave a comment [=)]
[I] *Believe* ___ |<3|See the pretty colors;
Yeah im not one of them.
Im still the steem on them
Trying to crawl up towards the pretty colors..
Im living in a world of grey..
 I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt [&&] laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain [&&] miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely fucked up..
 My* [Entire] .World. ___ |<3|[&&] when a girl hugs you
I get jealous
Because for that single moment
She held my entire world..
 When i see you the world stops
As if the only purpose in life
Was for me to please you..
 DuNo-_-Wa^t//2#D0$WIF^MY))LifE
♥.♥.♥ Little princess in a terrible mess;
A kingdom alone
With no love to confess..
♥.♥.♥ Life is not always about following stylish trends;
It's all about individuality..
THEwayIfeelFORyouI don't need you
To tell me how to feel
I don't need anyone
To feel sorry for me
No guy is worth your tears,
But he one who is won't make you cry
DONTtryTOfixMEimNOTbroken
_-_E#m+0)K*IZ$s@e^ziiWantedToCryAboutYou...
ButTheniiRealized,,
WhyAreYOU
WorthMy T.e.a.r.s?
So Just Say What
You W.a.n.n.a Say;;
It's Kind.Of__Funny How
I'm.Not [Listening] Anyway.._
It's Not [.E.m.o.]
If You Think It
.//Looks--> Good;;
♥[в][я][σ][к][є][и]SOMETIMESThe Only PERSON You Can Trust Is YOURSELF
And i will smile and pretend we never happened Only because i don't want to get hurt....again..  Your not everything to me anymore.. ..Infact your NOTHING now
i will come back for you
._+--JuZt 4GeTtT>>
*She* [Cant] _Hide_ |-</3-| *Too* _Weak_ |To| -Face- [Me]She cant hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
[&&] at night she crys away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside All her friends know why she cant sleep at night All her family asking "Is she alright..?"
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all shes got to do is stop kidding herself She can only fool herself for so long Im too weak to face me..
 Thiz%May..Be!!Tha'-Year\I[[Disappeeeaaarrr]]she cannot live a lie any longer
haven`t yoO seen her. she`s soO beautiifuL. thOse gOrgeOus brOwn eyes. her smiiLe. her Laugh. everybOdy wants tO be Liike her. sOo pOpuLar. soO friiendLy. sOooO happy. but ii`lL telL yOo a secret: we`re soO goOd at hiidiing; she`s Lyiing.
you've got one more chance to get it right; ♥♥♥ Let's destroy each other. Because were too cool for love lines. Soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette. Whisper to me,say you'll never forget. Could you bre-ak my heart a little more? ♥
&& she wishes on a star
MAKE A PROMiSE && KEEP iT i f o n l y i t w a s t h a t e a s y
I know I haven’t always been the perfect friend or daughter or girlfriend. But believe it or not, I do try. I try so hard that sometimes I think that I can’t do it anymore. Trying to make everyone happy isn’t always easy. You will let people down, make people feel left out, or hurt people emotionally. But whatever you do, you can never manage to keep yourself happy. The one thing I can do is make a promise and keep it.
cause our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. they said we're wasting our lives, oh at least we know, that if we die we lived with passion. they said we'd burn so bright. we burn this city and go.
**The WaiI;;You=mAKe-Me#FeeaL/?/I still get my hopes up every time. Hoping that, just this once, you'll care. But, you don't. You never do. And it crushes me every time.
♥ i`m not afraid of heights, i`m afraid of falling ; | ||||
